Suicide

The sky was dark and grey that day
With rain cloads looming high
Filling my soul with thier deathly whisping
Make my wholesome thoughts deny

Leading me down darkened paths
Rebuking me from what I should
Tempting me with the Devil's ways
Show me what I could

That night my soul began to snap
Too brittle from life not fulled passed
But the moon so bright; invisible
A sceane you'd hoped would not last

Too quick I was to raise the gun
Bang! I shot another one
Bang! I shot another one

Holes now riddled
My dying soul
And in the distance
I heard my bells toll

And it poured and poured and poured for years
But the blood still left a stain
And all the solvents known to man
Could not erase what did remain

I'm sorry for leaving; so abrupt
But I felt I could not stay
If only I could look back now
What is it I would say

Don't let me kill that crying soul
Just calling for a friend
Stop me from this suicide
Don't let it be the end

I don't know how I missed you there
Standing in wait for me
Why could I not open my eyes
And see what I could see

That I was content if i'd found you
Before the flooding rain
Then perhaps your tears of friendhsp
Could have washed away that stain

But those tears you seem to cry at night
Tears I never knew
Oh please let them flood off all your sorrow
And wipe your world anew

Don't follow my path, put down your gun
Don't let it be your end
Or else you'll set a tear in some ones eyes
The same one who would have been your friend